As I read the description, I was pretty sure that this novena fit my life every bit as much as it did hers - maybe more.
But what are these knots?
There are the problems and struggles we face for which we do not see any solution … knots of discord in your family, lack of understanding between parents and children, disrespect, violence, the knots of deep hurts between husband and wife, the absence of peace and joy at home. There are also the knots of anguish and despair of separated couples, the dissolution of the family, the knots of a drug addict son or daughter, sick or separated from home or God, knots of alcoholism, the practice of abortion, depression, unemployment, fear, solitude…Ah, the knots of our life! How they suffocate the soul, beat us down and betray the heart’s joy and separate us from God. (from theholyrosary.org)
Not one for novenas, and not a totally committed Rosary pray-er, I felt drawn to this one. And besides, October is the month of the Rosary, I reasoned.
Each evening for 9 days, I made time to say and mediate on the mysteries of the Rosary and added in the designated Novena prayers at the end of the 3rd and 5th mysteries. I don't know if you are supposed to have a different knot for our Blessed Mother each night, but mine was pretty much the same one every night. I couldn't tell much difference from day to day. On the ninth day, the prayer was one of Thanksgiving, thanking the Blessed Mother for untying whatever knot, and I couldn't help but think, "but I don't think anything has happened yet....I'm not even finished with this rosary."
Oh, me of little faith. It HAS been better. Can't explain it. Can't say how long it might last. But, as has often happened, grace entered my life when I least expected it, and at least for a little while...that knot is no longer holding me bound.
Your mileage may vary.
Mary, Undoer of Knots, pray for us.
(PS - I know how long it has been since I blogged. Insert random excuse - broken laptop, busy crazy life, lack of subject matter. Take your pick!)