At least that's how I was kind of thinking about it, as we entered Holy Week and it just seemed to be one thing after another.
As I mentioned in the last post, my sister-in-law's mother-in-law passed away quite unexpectedly Saturday night in her sleep. The funeral was today.
Monday morning, my SIL had met me for Mass, and we had coffee afterwards. She was awaiting the results of a biopsy she had had the week before. That evening, she called to tell me that she did, indeed, have breast cancer. She is the third person that I have known to be diagnosed with cancer since Christmas! Fortunately the prognosis for all of them is good! But it is a lot to lose a loved one and find out you have cancer - all within about 36 hours.
Monday during the day, my dear husband called to tell me that he didn't think he was going to be able to get medical clearance to be cleared to drive for his job. We just bought a new, used truck last week. He would certainly drive me over the edge if he could not work. Not to mention the financial short-fall. Today things look better. I will continue to pray!
I attended the annual Tenebrae Service at my church tonight. It is always nice, but kind of like the proverbial box of chocolates...ya never know quite what you're going to get. Over the years, there have been some threads that run through all of them... the most obvious is the candles:
I took one lone picture this year.... I describe the Tenebrae Service as "part prayer....part music...part performance." The Tenebrae comes from an old version of the Liturgy of the Hours, and tonight there were 3 Psalms prayed in parts, as they do in religious communities. After each psalm, one of the candles was extinguished. Then there were some chants from Lamentations, and after each, a candle was extinguished. There was also a musical "response" for each of the chants from our choir. A reading from Job, and then a homily from our pastor.
He commented on Lamentations which tell the story of a sinful Israel in much-deserved exile. He mentioned that instead of crying "Oh Jerusalem return to the Lord your God", we could very well cry "Oh America, return....." But in order to personalize this, we must realize that we all contribute to the absence of God in our country. And on another tack, he reiterated that we don't celebrate "history" during the next few days, but "mystery."
After "Prayers of the Faithful", the lights in the church were turned out, and a loud sound was heard (cymbals). The Easter Candle was removed, but then returned, and we all departed in silence and darkness.
Tomorrow I am very much looking forward to attending the Chrism Mass at the Cathedral with a friend in the morning, and the Mass of the Lord's Supper at our parish in the evening. Kind of like a Catholic Double-Header.